So, today i got an email from the university of manchester saying that i have an offer from the school.

For a moment i thought it was a joke, but clearly it wasn't.

Mom&Dad were thrilled. Everyone was happy for me.

And.. well, i think i should be happy too.

Everything's finally falling into place now.

I guess i am happy. At least, i should be.

But what if i don't want everything to be all planned out for me?

Daddy always told me to live the life that i've dreamt of.

To build my very own adventure.

I can't help but think to myself every night..

Is this what i really want? Am i sincerely happy?

A million sighs ; Tired of pretending

I've got too much figuring out to do,

but where do i begin...?

p.s/ i can't live someone else's dream